To be 100% honest,
No. I am not getting better.

I am getting worse.

I've been waking up to see that my closet light is on. I turn it off before bed, and my dad says he doesn't turn it on when he wakes me up. WTF

Sometimes...

I want to scream until my lungs collapse. I want to cry until I pass out. I want to sleep for so long that I can't remember who I am. I want to run until my heart explodes. I want to punch until my hands are bloody and bruised. I want to kick until my feet are numb. I want to clench my fists until they drip red. I want to hold my breath until my face turns a brilliant purple.

I want to break all your bones. I want to punch out your teeth. I want to bend your arm until it snaps. I want to throw stuff at your stupid face.

And then, right before I lose it, I remind myself

that isn't me

I'm not this girl.

Who is this angry girl? Where did she come from?

I'm so scared that one day, she'll breach my surface

And find a way to cause all this pain

on me

on you

on everyone.

Can I stop her?

I'm sorry

This girl is me.

Konichiwa~

I'm learning Japanese :3 that's like the most common word people know, haha, so I probably seem like some n00b right now. I'm trying to understand the grammar and sentence structure of it as well, not just words and phrases.

Umm, tomorrow is homecoming!! ♥ I'm going with Victor, duhh, and it's going to be so fantastic! I'm suuuper excitedddd! ^3^

Everything is going pretty good lately. I'm happy(: There have been a few days I missed my medication, and I could definitely tell the difference, but other than that it's been good!

I don't really have much to say...haha. Erm, I got a Tumblr. But I'm not quite sure what the hell to do with it, haha. I have enough social sites (Facebook, Twitter, YouTube). Okay, only three. I used to have Myspace but I deleted that shit. I think? o.o I can't recall...

Been obsessed with Say Anything lately. I guess that's all I have to say today. Haha. I totally had some hardcore post all thunked up, and now my mind is completely blank >,>

So see ya! Ooh, Sunday night, I'll tell you kids how perfect homecoming was :)

xoxo

well HELLO!

Hey guys! I haven't really typed up anything in a while...hehe. So I'll post some crap nowww! ^o^
Well, school started (duh). My classes are pretty good. Nobody ever talks, in any of my classes! Well, okay, except for like, Geometry, but that's because I have all the loud people in that class. (: And tutorial, because I have pretty obnoxious loud people in that class as well. freaking hate my Latin class. Not specifically because of the people, but because of Ms. Staley. Jeez, she's like 300 years old! And she never has the lights on in her room! She's like a corpse or something. A character from True Blood?

On another note, Victor and I are doing quite fantastic♥(: It has almost been one year since we first went out. I decided I'm going to save up my allowance for about a month, so I'll have about...$150 to take Victor out to dinner on Halloween! (: Yes, that is the day we hung out for the first time. I had nothing to do on Halloween, so he asked me to go to the movies, and we saw The Stepfather. I kept the ticket...♥ Sigh. He's so freakin adorable. I love that boy ;)

Ooh, ooh! I also made new friends :3 I met this girl, Gabby, a few weeks ago. She's so cutee, teehee. She's into anime and like almost all the same music and stuff. Plus she has a pet snake, named Nigel, who's just as cute xD Then there's Tristan; he's so cool (: He loves everybody, haha, but that just makes him awesome. He's super tall though, so it's awkward for a shawty like me to hug him ^o^
There's more people, but I'm a bit bored right now of blogging. :P So Imma goo!

Oh, one more thing. If anyone on here plays Gaia, feel free to add meeee! (;

Click this to see my Gaia profile!

kthnxbai o.o

xoxo

♥

i feel like telling you everything

talking until

my words aren't a part of me anymore,

they are a part of the air

and suddenly they are not my problem

and i am free

Polyvore

is such a fun website. Ever used it?

No?

n00b. You should :)
And hey! While you're at it, add me on there: clickyclicky !

So I just downloaded Google Chrome today. Haha, I don't like it very much. The menu bar has retreated to just two small buttons at the end of the address bar. I spent a good 10 minutes searching for the print option :P
Well. I don't really have much to say. So I guess I'll cut it short here.
Peace out ! ♥

xoxo

Leaping Leptons!

Damn. I haven't posted anything on here in almost two weeks! Woah, wait. Two weeks? I thought it was longer than that. :P
Well, whatever. Anyway. Stuff hasn't really been that eventful lately. That's why I haven't posted much. Day to day, life is pretting boring. But, I'll update you on random crap! The plus (+) sign will mark good stuff, the minus (-) sign means vewy bad. Wheee!
+ Things with Victor are good. So that makes me very happy! :)
- I've been forgetting to take my medication on a regular basis, so I've been having reoccuring fits of rage, bouts of extreme depression, and an overall sense of worthlessness. :(
- I'm broke and can't find a job. Haha.
- I only get three weeks of summer, due to summer school JUST ending :(
+ I'm starting to draw almost every day again!
+ My selfconfidence has gone way up lately. Hoorah!
+ I have 1st period with my best friend Lizzie, and then 4b with Lizzie and my other best friend Anna!
- No classes with Kristin, though :(
+/- TWITTER IS SO ADDICTING!
...So yeah! That's pretty much it, hehe. OH! One more thing...
Follow me on Twitter.
You know you want to.
Just do it.
Say yes.
Say you'll follow me.
Click this.
It's that simple.
♥

[morning of] day ten.

I've been sleeping better lately, not quite sure why, but I'm glad. So I was able to wake up before 6 this morning! wheee!
....
Damn. I had something to say this morning and I totally forgot what it was. :(
Oh well. It was my sister's 12th birthday 2 days ago! I think she had fun. My mom went out and bought her fried chicken as her bday dinner, lol. And she got an iTouch!
I feel so bad...I spent so much time on her present, a medley of about 8 Justin Bieber songs (because she is OBSESSED like you wouldn't believe), but I haven't been able to post it to YouTube yet! :/
Hopefully I'll get that done, along with about 4 other covers, tonight. Or tomorrow. Or next Monday....
Procrastination at it's best, people.
xoxo

day nine.

Sorry for the super late update! My laptop had this stupid virus on it. :(
Anyway. Summer school has been alright. Contrary to what I said before, I made friends (: Nothing else is really going on. I have over 100% in the class too, haha. Well, I've got a bit of a migrane coming. So Imma go :P
until tomorroww! (:
xoxo

day one.

summer school isn't as bad as I thought it would be. the principal wears pants that are too big. my english 9 honors class is pretty small, only about 12 people. everyone is okay, I guess. I don't plan on making any friends, though. I just want to get through this as fast as possible. I have Mr. Scaltz!! for those of you who know who he is, he's freakin awesome haha. I didn't know that a teacher from my school would volunteer for this. but thankfully, he did! I'm sort of excited. Scaltz likes to perform magic tricks for us in class, haha. sort of weird, but it keeps things interesting. he also loves listening to metal. I think that's pretty sweet. lunch is soo boring. I intended on sitting alone, but as soon as I sat down alone at the farthest table, like 10 black guys sat down on the other side. it was a little awkward at first, but I quietly ate my granola bar, and all was good. it doesn't even feel like a 5-hour class. we get a 20 minute lunch break after about three hours of class, but it feels like only 30 minutes of class. two more hours after that, and then we go home! best part: Scaltz doesn't give us homework. we get the opportunity to finish it all in class! (:
until tomorrow,
xoxo

FML. to the max

Summer school starts tomorrow. Oh joy.
I was at a party for my youth group today, and we had to leave really early because my sister thinks she broke her wrist when she fell off of the water slide. I was having so much fun, playing Rock Band with Cameron and John? I forgot his name, haha I'm sorry.
My summer is going to suck.

good (?) morning

YES!! I turned the tv on and Law & Order: SVU is on right now. SCORE!
Haha, it's been a good morning so far. Minus the temperature and stale cereal. And there was like a Jehovah's Witness at our door at like 9 AM. Stupid old lady.
I wanna go home. There's not much to do around here. It's like a retirement community, haha. The only things here are boats and hoes.
Sike, just boats.
And ice cream :)

futurama is such an awesome show.

season premiere of Futurama right now! haha. I'm in Rock Hall, with the family. Sigh, I hate this place. I brought my guitar though, I went down to play it on the beach. I got like 12 bug bites though, in just 10 minutes haha. It was pretty terrible.
It's soooooo freakin hot down here. Holy crap.
Wow this show just got so confusing haha. Fry made a robot of Leela. But it turns out that Fry was a robot too. And then a cyclops-eater ate Bender cause one of his eyes fell out. But then Bender blows up and everyone's all happy. :)
Well it's almost 11:00, and I'm tired as hell. So I shall type more later, goodnight!
xoxo

so scared...

And it starts sometime around midnight
or at least that's when you lose yourself
for a minute or two

As you stand under the barlights
and the band plays some song
about forgetting yourself for a while
and the piano is this melancholy soundtrack
to her smile
And that white dress she's wearing
you haven't seen her for a while

But you know that she's watching
She's laughing, and turning
and holding her tonic like a cross
The room's suddenly spinning
as she walks up and asks how you are
so you can smell her perfume
you can see her lying naked in your arms

And so there's a change in your emotions
and all of these memories come rushing
like feral waves to your mind
of the curl of your bodies
like two perfect circles entwined
So you feel hopeless, and homelss
and lost in the haze of the wine

Then she leaves with someone you don't know
But she makes sure you saw her
she looks right at you and bolts
As she walks out the door
your blood boiling and your stomach in ropes
and your friends say what is it,
you look like you've seen a ghost

Then you walk under the streetlights
and you're too drunk to notice
that everyone is staring at you
You just don't care what you look like,
the world is falling around you

You just have to see her
You just have to see her
You just have to see her
You just have to see her
You just have to see her
You know that she'll break you in two.

why.

I finally found the perfect guy. Smart, funny, sexy, romantic, everything I want in a guy. A guy I put my complete trust into. I could act like a total dumbass around him and not care, because I knew he would always love me no matter how stupid I look. A guy who thinks I'm beautiful every day, even at my worst. He was the first person in my life to inspire me in any way. I became a better person because of him.

And I have to go and fuck it up.

Go ahead, tell me I'm not the stupidest person on the planet. Try to convince me.

how.

How did I get myself into this mess.
How come I never learn from my mistakes.
How is it that I always make such terrible mistakes.
How come I can't be happy for more than a few weeks at a time.
How does everything alwAYS TURN OUT WRONG.
HOW DID CAPS LOCK JUST TURN ON.

Slogan game! :)

I'm sitting here, munchin on some hazelnut Pirouettes (which, I may add, are freakin AMAZING). And I'm like, hmm. The slogan for Trix cereal is really weird. So I Google a bunch of other slogans, and found this little test-like thingy. See if you guys can guess all the company names! :) I passed! haha.

1- Fifteen minutes could save you 15% or more on car insurance.
2- It's waaay better than fast food. It's ___________!
3- Are you in good hands?
4- I'm lovin' it!
5- It's what makes a ________ a ____________.
6- 800-588-2300, _______ Today!
7- Have it your way.
8- We're known for the money you keep.
9- Mmmmm Toasty Toasty.
10- Your world. Delivered.
11- Ask about it at work.
12- The quilted, quicker picker-upper.
13- Choosy moms choose ____.
14- Don't get mad. Get _____.
15- We answer to a higher authority.
16- Silly rabbit, ____ are for kids!
17- Kid tested. Mother approved.
18- Let's build something together.
19- Go meat!
20- The best stuff on earth just got better.
21- Persnickety people. Exceptional cheese.

too depressed to blog?!

Well, for all of you that know me personally know that Victor broke up with me, 8 days ago. It was probably the hardest thing I've gone through. I didn't eat for days, I didn't smile, I didn't sing, all I did for 15 hours was cry and lay in bed.
I know you all probably want to know why, but there honestly were multiple reasons (so he says). I really do not want to get into it over this blog, so please, don't ask me why. You may be concerned, and want to help me feel better, but it really doesn't help when I talk about it all the time.
I'm trying so, so, soo hard to stay friends with him. But you know what it's like, trying to be friends with someone just a week after they completely broke your heart and turned your world upside down. Oh, you don't? Then you're lucky. You don't want to know what it feels like.
I'm not crying as much anymore, and I am eating a little better. I was planning on making a YouTube video tonight, another cover of "I'm Yours" by Jason Mraz or something. So yes, I'm doing better in the sense that my friends have helped me see that there still is reason to live.
Thank God for medication, because I honestly think without it, I'd be dead now. No lie. The first 3 days were the absolute hardest. It's also extremely difficult to see him in school, but I'm trying really hard to be friends. I want him in my life, even if it's just a friendship.
So I just wanted you crazy kids to know what I'm going through at this moment, and why I haven't posted anything new in a week. I needed some time to get myself together, you hear?!
But I'm better now, you all better be expecting some new exciting posts and videos on my YouTube! :)
xoxo

"you're too young to know...

what love is."
I hate when people say that.
If that is true, then how do little 3 year olds love their mommies and daddies? How do they know what their family members mean when they tell them the love them? How can a mother love a child the first time she holds it in her arms?
From the day we are born, we know what love is. It's instinct for us to love. We need something to love; whether it's a human being, a pet, a material item, whatever it is, we know what it means to love.
Everyone can feel love, but not everybody understands the depth of it. First of all, love is not an emotion, it is not a feeling. Love is an action.
Love is something we receive from friends, parents, siblings, and other family members. How we know they're always there for us, how we can trust them, and how we'll always be there for them.
Being in love, is different. It's a term that is used in a romantic situation, when two people have shared countless memories together, been through copius amounts of struggles or fights, and their love has withstood it all. Love blossoms into something even more beautiful when you fall in love. It creates an interdependent, healthy, beneficial relationship. His problems become our problems. Her achievements become our achievements. Individualities are what bond the two people together.

There's my insight for the day. Hope you agree with me :)
xoxo

history class was EPIC.

I don't think I told you guys, but I pierced my nose recently haha. It's actually complicated; I got this "hole free" piercing, when in reality it will really create a hole. The clamp on the fake ring was so tight, it actually pierced all the way through! Lucky for me, I want my nose pierced. So it's basically a win-win situation. Actually it's just a win situation, I'm not sure what the other win could be...
Anyway, today in my history class, these two assholes (pardon my language, but that's the only way I can truthfully describe them), we'll call them "B" and "R". All of my friends know who they are, haha. So, as soon as I walk into the room, "B" starts laughing suuper hard. When I take my seat on the complete other side of the room as them, he turns to "R" and as loud as he possibly can whisper, he says,
"Ew, look at Waverly's nose ring."
I turn to my friend Liz and say, "Did he really just say that? Out loud?" I was pretty mad. He made it obvious that he didn't approve. And then, I hear "R" saying something like, "I know, it looks so stupid."
By now, I had heard enough. I stood up, slammed my fist on my desk, and called them out on their ignorant behavior, in front of the entire class, and my teacher. The conversation went something like this:
Me: Hey, "B".
B: What?
Me: You know I can hear you. Like, you really need to shut the hell up. You're being so rude, no one even wants to hear your opinion.
*then B's face goes bright red, as R and the rest of the class laughs*
Me: R, I'm talking to you too.
What pisses me off SO MUCH right here is R starts playing dumb.
R: What? Are you talking to me?
Me: Yeah, you were talking about me too. I heard you say it looked stupid.
R: No, I don't know what you're talking about...
*then his face gets red too*
Me: Yeah, sure, what ever. Just shut up, okay? No one cares what you think about this. I don't need your approval.
*then they all shut up. :)*
I felt so good after that class. (: I have literally NEVER done that before. I've never had the guts to stand up for myself in front of a whole class room. Maybe it's because I just loathe those two so much... xP
So tell me about a time you stood up for yourself, or just completely embarassed two people in front of a whole class! :)
xoxo

wow! TONS of views!

So I just checked my views, and apparently in just 3 days I went from 194 views (weird that I remembered it exactly, I know, hehe) to about 270! That's incredible! Thank you so much, to whomever is reading this constantly haha. It really means a lot :)
I got a post on my formspring, too, where someone was complaining (in a good sense) because i accidenally changed the URL for my blog, so they couldn't read it. Well, I fixed it. The URL is back to www.waverlyemergency.blogspot.com ! :)

free verse poem.

Where did all the good times go?
I remember being a little girl;
The only fear I had was missing the ice cream truck in my neighborhood,
Or scraping my knee when I jump off the swings.
Why do I have to carry such heavy burdens with me now?
I'm scared of things everyday,
The anxiety just builds up,
More and more, higher and higher
Until I can't avoid it anymore.
It's become a neverending cycle:
It stacks up until I break down,
But as soon as I break, it all builds up again.
"Vicious circle, release me," I plead
Yet there is no response,
Only the sound of the blood through my veins;
I can hear my heart pump,
It lets me know I'm alive,
And It'll be okay soon.
Just let me be four again,
I want to go back to that beautiful old house,
Playing with my neighbors,
Running through the streets because we had no worries,
I remember with a smile on my face.
A smile I haven't seen in years.

I wish I had...

a shiny Harley,
new pairs of skinny jeans,
a blue Grand Am,
my driver's license,
a $1,000,000 gift card for iTunes,
a job at Hot Topic,
the money (and permission) to dye my hair black,
my boyfriend going to the beach with me this weekend.
xoxo

It's been years in the making
In my skin, I'm shaking from the cold
I am tired from the taking
And my heart won't stop breaking
And I know, I know
Moving forward can't be this hard

I'm just tryin' to find out
Who I am, on my own
I had you right beside me
Now you're gone and I know.
That when the room clears, I'm still here.
Who am I when I'm alone?

They say time is a healer
It's more like a concealer for a scar
Cause it never really leaves us
It can always find us where we are, we are
Who thought, it could ever be so hard?

I'm just tryin' to find out
Who I am, on my own
I had you right beside me
Now you're gone and I know.
That when the room clears, I'm still here.
Who am I when I'm alone, alone?

There's so much I should have said,
When time was wearing thin
You're not here, but someday I know
I'll see you again.

I'm just tryin' to find out
Who I am, on my own
I had you right beside me
Now you're gone and I know.
I had you right beside me
But now you're gone, you're gone

I'm just tryin' to find out
Who I am, on my own
I had you right beside me
Now you're gone and I know
That when the room clears, I'm still here
Who am I when I'm...
The room clears, I'm still here
Who am I when I'm...
The room clears, I'm still here
Who am I when I'm alone?

prom night!! :) ♥

Okay, I am SOO excited for tonight! I feel very lucky, I get to go to prom as a freshman, and with the guy of my dreams. I can't even tell you how excited I am for tonight. :) Let's just hope my night doesn't turn out like Prom Night, the movie! :o
The weird part about the prom though, is that it's at a train museum...like, what the hell haha. Last year, it was at the Aquarium, so that must have been gorgeous! But, trains? Really? Oh well, haha. I don't really care. :)

I have a hair appointment for 12:30 today, which isn't great because prom isn't until 5, haha. Well, at least I got an appointment :)

And I FINALLY picked out the style, like 10 minutes ago!

I really wanted loose curls, and I thought it was luck that I found the perfect hairstyle on the first page of Google Images.
As for my dress, I found the perfect over one a month ago :)Yes, that's me in the most beautiful dress I have ever worn. I couldn't believe how perfectly it fit me! Everyone whose seen it has said it must have been made for me :)
I haven't shown my boyfriend my dress yet, haha it feels like a wedding or something. I want him to be very surprised! I can't help but feel tonight is going to be perfect. I'm just getting that vibe :)
Haha, and Victor says he's going to wear a top hat. Yeah right xP
I'm also going to my first high school party, haha. And don't worry, I doubt there's drinking involved, even though I'm partying with seniors and juniors xP
Yeahh, I'm the only freshman in the group, naturally. So that makes me a little uncomfortable. But I'm sort of friends with some people in the group. Plus, I'll have Victor, so it'll all be good :)

Well I need to get going now, gonna go play some Wii before I get my hair all did :D I'll hopefully put up some pictures either tomorrow night or Monday afternoon. Can't wait! ♥
xoxo

no one cares, you spoiled, plastic women!

I really detest the show Real Housewives Of ... County. That show doesn't even have any entertainment value whatsoever. Right now, my 11 year old sister is watching the New York City series, and I'm kind of embarassed for these women. Honestly, all they know is money and material things. It's not the kind of life I would ever want to live. Plus, they're all so nasty-looking. Their faces and bodies have all been surgically altered, so they don't even have natural beauty anymore. When I grow old, I want to age with dignity, knowing that everything that is on my body is meant to be there. Blech, I just really loathe this show. And why is it called the real housewives? Absolutely no part of their life is average. That's always really bothered me. I'm scared that when my sister watches this, she will expect her adult life to resemble this in some way.
Well, enough of my ranting for now, haha. So I'm thinking about applying for a job! Exciting, yes, since it'll be my first paying job ever! (Actually, it's my first job period...) Except there's one problem. I can't drive. I mean, I'll be going to summer school (embarassing, yeah.) right next to the Columbia mall, so I can work directly after school. The problem with that is my mom doesn't want to have to come out to Columbia and take me home again. :(
There goes my dream of working in Hot Topic, haha. Oh well!
It's getting sort of late, and I've been falling asleep at about 12 AM every morning now. 9:15 is a perfect bedtime, haha. Write more tomorrow, about PROM! ♥ ♥
xoxo

i don't understand the vietnam war

My Wednesday night consists of sitting on the couch with my laptop, a Hello Kitty blanket, my puppy, and a whooole lotta Starbucks. I have to stay up all night tonight, typing a stupid FIVE PARAGRAPH PAPER. Rediculous, no? Well that's the curse of having ADHD. Like right now, for example. I should be on MS Word, yet I'm blogging away my troubles, thinking about the episode of Law & Order: SVU I just watched. I have a lot of other homework to do, too. A whole math packet and wow I just remembered, I have a science test tomorrow. Screw this :(
My history text book sucks balls, haha. Like, they had the most devastating typo you could ever put. A typo SO SERIOUS, it made me question the whole idea of the Vietnam War. In the book, it describes the Vietminh and the Vietcong as two separate groups, when really they're the same thing. It states the Vietminh is for communism, and that the Vietcong is a communist opposition group. Apparently, we fought the Vietcong. At first, I was like, "What?! Why did we fight them if we're supposedly both fighting for democracy?!" Then today I asked my teacher, and she said it was a typo. How dumb, lol.
Sigh. I wish I could keep Victor up with me, haha. Buuut I can't. Oh well, I'll make him text me until like 1 AM :)
Damn, that Sign On button for Skype is looking pretty tempting right about now...hehe. I'm trying so hard to not give in. It's....it's calling my name... *signs on* AUGH! Curse you, Skype, curse you and your shiny blue logo......

stuff that's on my mind.

Today, in my math class, I thought it was really funny when my friend said "ear muffins" instead of ear muffs, but no one else thought it was that funny. :(
School is SUCH a fureaking pain. I want to incapacitate it with a sledge hammer, douse it in chum, dump the body into the Indian Ocean breathing through a tube, and leave it to die. Descriptive, I know. That's just how passionate my dislike is. I'll be a nerd for like 2 seconds. I THINK IT'S FUN TO LEARN. Sometimes. I don't know why, but I miss figuring out proportions in math. God, I sound like such a freak, haha. But I don't even care. I miss learning about the periodic table. Earth Science isn't as fun as I think Chemistry will be (no offense Mr. K).
I feel like I'm done learning the fun stuff (I bet most of you said that in 5th grade, lol), I just want to have like 2 or 3 classes a day, with my boyfriend. :)
Ooh, one last thing. Check out the song "Like We Used To" by A Rocket Summer. It makes me cry. It's such a sweet song, I just start bawling.... :'(
xoxo

happy mother's day! :)

Tell your mommy, your mommy's mommy, your baby mama, your best friend's cousin's mother! Spread the mother's day happiness around! :)
My mom has been in paradise, a.k.a. Florida for the past 5 days with my daddy, since Thursday was her birthday. So lucky for her, today she gets to celebrate being a 50 year old mother! Wheeee!
My sister and I made her a chocolate cake, a scrapbook, and giant cards. We also bought her a VERY expensive Pandora bracelet and some yummy smelling Yankee candles :)
Well, I hope you and your mommies have a fantastic mother's day. Take her out to dinner, clean the house, mow the yard, do something nice. :) ♥
xoxo

abortions make me sick. ~WARNING! This post has mature content.

Maybe it's not as big a deal to you guys, but this is one of the only things that I am persistantly and 100% against. Teenagers walk around like it's acceptable to murder these tiny babies, just because they don't want them. It sickens me to the core. If you don't want kids, then don't have sex in the first place. You dumb, horny people. Blech.
Abortion Facts:
•worldwide, the number of abortions amounts up to 42 million. That's 42 million people who could have made a difference in this world...
•1.37 million of those 42 mil. abortions take place in the U.S.
•32% of all abortions are performed on women under the age of 20
•93% of all abortions occur for social reasons, such as the baby is unwanted, an inconvienience, etc.
For any other information on abortions and other techniques, please go to abortionno.org

Asher's life lessons and extra syllables

"Ivan Carter is racially ambiguous."

Hahahaha, I'm texting my friend Lizzie, and we both are having pretty stupid days today, but this quote that she just said totally made it sooo much better.

She's getting sick, and possibly might need to have her tonsils removed.
Fact: I had mine removed in 1st grade.
My day sucks because homework is a bummer and a half. Spent like, 3 hours on 3 assignments that should have taken like, 1 hour, hahaha. I really don't understand grouping polynomials. But my dad and I found this weirdo guy who gives mathematical video lessons, lol. It helped, though! :)

So I've been listening to Asher Roth almost all day now, haha. Is it just me, or does he get you really really pumped up for college?! And he also teaches you a lot in the song! Such as:
1. time isn't wasted when you're getting wasted
2. don't pass out with your shoes on
3. don't leave the house til the booze is gone
4. don't have sex if she's too gone
5. when it comes to condoms, put two on
6. hold the beer bong, nothing wrong with some fun
7. again, time isn't wasted when you're getting wasted

I think that his best song is probably As I Em, featuring Chester French. I mean, both of them make the chillest music I've ever heard, but this is like subzero temperature compared to all their music. Chester French is another artist you kids should check out. His song Nerd Girl (located on my music player!) is uh-may-zuh-zing, as well as She Loves Everybody. Pinkie promise you'll check their stuff out? .... Sweet. :)

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HOLY NIKON!

Oh. My. Gosh. My mom is letting me use her cute little Nikon EM. Yes I know it is quite old school, and considered beginner level, but I am new to photography with a legit camera! :)
I've been forced to use my silly little digital camera. I mean, it's nice and everything, but digital cameras are more for recreational use. Old school Nikons are for prefessional use, which is what I am interested in :)

I'm so excited to start using it! Except, first, I have to see where to buy the film...haha. I'm going to the mall today, and I'll ask someone in one of the photography &such stores there how it works. Super excitedddd :)))

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hahaha, old people.

My grandfather makes me smile. He's somewhere in his late 80's I think, and he's almost always drunk. And whenever he visits, he brings big bags of gummy bears for my sister and me :)

So today, Victor came over and met my grandfather Stan for the first time, haha. It was so awkward! Victor and I were just standing in our kitchen for about 10 minutes, while my grandfather told me, "You look so marvelous! You used to be an ugly kid, but now, look at you! You've changed so much since I last saw you..."

Note to self: The last time he saw me was 2 months ago. Hahaha, I couldn't be offended, though, when he basically said I was ugly a couple months ago.

Then, he went off on Victor because he was wearing a hat inside, haha. Ahw. How cute are drunken, tempermental old people?
Currently, my grandpa is screaming "He didn't even burn his dick off!" and talking about killing pirates... Oh, Stan. :)

He used to call me Pocohontas, even though I'm half asian..haha. I love him :)
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Earth Day! :)

Good evening, people! :) I have some news to tell you. A simple idea that almost changed my entire view on LIFE.
So, there I was, all innocent and such, on my way to school. I was in the passenger seat next to my dad, when he turns on Fox News on the radio, or something like that. This man was ranting about Earth Day, and how it's pointless. I was almost speechless! What kind of fool DOESN'T care about our beatiful planet?! However, as I listened to the broadcast, I quickly picked up on what he really was trying to say.
(I'm paraphrasing here, so don't shoot me if I screw it up, haha.) He was basically saying Earth Day is an absolutely pointless, that's right, pointless attempt to "preserve our planet." If global warming wasn't supposed to happen, it wouldn't. If certain species weren't supposed to become extinct, they wouldn't! Even with all of our attempts to keep the animals on the planet alive, look at all the species that were once abundant on the Earth!
Fact: 95% of all species of animals who ever lived on the Earth are now extinct.
So that means, even with our futile campaigns, and cute slogans, and non-profit organizations to Save The Whales, or Save The Snails, they have still been dissapearing! It's supposed to happen, or else it wouldn't be going on! I mean, yeah, it probably helps a lot to create wildlife preserves and such, but you and I should know that it isn't possible to save every living species currently living on the planet.
A few minutes into this guy's rant, I suddenly turned my back toward his "it happens for a reason" attitude. He started attacking all the "animal-crazy, tree-hugging, recycling, bearded hippies." I will have you know, my science teacher is one of those hippies! Well, okay, maybe not a legit hippie. But he is crazy for the enviroment, he is a self-titled "bird nerd," he MAKES us recycle in his class, and we had a big celebration on Earth Day. He even has a pretty cool beard :)
Those types of people are not bad, or stupid. They just want to make a difference. They want to help out in any way they can.
Let me know your thoughts on this issue, please. Tell me what you think about Earth Day: is it pointless? Or do you think it's one of the most important days worldwide?
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Claritin & overcast.

Thank goodness it rained today! My nose couldn't take much more of all the pollen :(
I was looking around at a bunch of funny blog things, on other sites, and I found one that is especially hilarious, to me at least :) It's called Geekologie.com, "a geek blog dedicated to the scientific study of gadgets, gizmos, and awesome." It's quite entertaining, and educating, haha. Who'd of thunk it?! My favorite article in it so far is called "I'll Tear You Limb From Limb From Limb From Limb From Limb From Limb From Limb From Limb!" (Get it? It's about an octopus! hehe.) You can find the entry by CLICKING HERE. It has a funny video, too. You'll enjoy it, I swear. :)
Don't have much time to write anything now, though. So I'll write more...sometime. Haha.
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well howdy!

Hey guys. I'm totally new to blogging and such, (in the words of Mikey J: ...I don't really know how this works...) so don't hate on me juuuust yet. The name's Waverly. You can call me whatever you want, haha. As long as it is tasteful :)
Some of you may have sashayed on over to this blog o' mine thanks to my YouTube channel, xLiquidxIntermission for those of you who don't know. I thank those of you that follwed me to this for your virtual support.
This blog is just basically here to introduce you to myself, and to my writing that I'm going to be doing. :)
I love writing, whether its stories, poems, songs, or novels. Since I know that my writings cannot be read in my cute little purple journal underneath my pillow, I've decided typing them on here! :)
I will also have extremely random blogs, too. How fun! These little babies are probably going to be almost everyday, or every other day or something haha.
Well, I don't know if its normal, but I'm excited about this! How about you?! ♥
Leave me some feedback! Tell me about your day, your cat, your prosthetic leg, anything! :D
Thanks guys.
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