I want to scream until my lungs collapse. I want to cry until I pass out. I want to sleep for so long that I can't remember who I am. I want to run until my heart explodes. I want to punch until my hands are bloody and bruised. I want to kick until my feet are numb. I want to clench my fists until they drip red. I want to hold my breath until my face turns a brilliant purple.
I want to break all your bones. I want to punch out your teeth. I want to bend your arm until it snaps. I want to throw stuff at your stupid face.
And then, right before I lose it, I remind myself
that isn't me
I'm not this girl.
Who is this angry girl? Where did she come from?
I'm so scared that one day, she'll breach my surface
And find a way to cause all this pain
on me
on you
on everyone.
Can I stop her?
I'm sorry
This girl is me.
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