"you're too young to know...

what love is."
I hate when people say that.
If that is true, then how do little 3 year olds love their mommies and daddies? How do they know what their family members mean when they tell them the love them? How can a mother love a child the first time she holds it in her arms?
From the day we are born, we know what love is. It's instinct for us to love. We need something to love; whether it's a human being, a pet, a material item, whatever it is, we know what it means to love.
Everyone can feel love, but not everybody understands the depth of it. First of all, love is not an emotion, it is not a feeling. Love is an action.
Love is something we receive from friends, parents, siblings, and other family members. How we know they're always there for us, how we can trust them, and how we'll always be there for them.
Being in love, is different. It's a term that is used in a romantic situation, when two people have shared countless memories together, been through copius amounts of struggles or fights, and their love has withstood it all. Love blossoms into something even more beautiful when you fall in love. It creates an interdependent, healthy, beneficial relationship. His problems become our problems. Her achievements become our achievements. Individualities are what bond the two people together.

There's my insight for the day. Hope you agree with me :)
xoxo

history class was EPIC.

I don't think I told you guys, but I pierced my nose recently haha. It's actually complicated; I got this "hole free" piercing, when in reality it will really create a hole. The clamp on the fake ring was so tight, it actually pierced all the way through! Lucky for me, I want my nose pierced. So it's basically a win-win situation. Actually it's just a win situation, I'm not sure what the other win could be...
Anyway, today in my history class, these two assholes (pardon my language, but that's the only way I can truthfully describe them), we'll call them "B" and "R". All of my friends know who they are, haha. So, as soon as I walk into the room, "B" starts laughing suuper hard. When I take my seat on the complete other side of the room as them, he turns to "R" and as loud as he possibly can whisper, he says,
"Ew, look at Waverly's nose ring."
I turn to my friend Liz and say, "Did he really just say that? Out loud?" I was pretty mad. He made it obvious that he didn't approve. And then, I hear "R" saying something like, "I know, it looks so stupid."
By now, I had heard enough. I stood up, slammed my fist on my desk, and called them out on their ignorant behavior, in front of the entire class, and my teacher. The conversation went something like this:
Me: Hey, "B".
B: What?
Me: You know I can hear you. Like, you really need to shut the hell up. You're being so rude, no one even wants to hear your opinion.
*then B's face goes bright red, as R and the rest of the class laughs*
Me: R, I'm talking to you too.
What pisses me off SO MUCH right here is R starts playing dumb.
R: What? Are you talking to me?
Me: Yeah, you were talking about me too. I heard you say it looked stupid.
R: No, I don't know what you're talking about...
*then his face gets red too*
Me: Yeah, sure, what ever. Just shut up, okay? No one cares what you think about this. I don't need your approval.
*then they all shut up. :)*
I felt so good after that class. (: I have literally NEVER done that before. I've never had the guts to stand up for myself in front of a whole class room. Maybe it's because I just loathe those two so much... xP
So tell me about a time you stood up for yourself, or just completely embarassed two people in front of a whole class! :)
xoxo

wow! TONS of views!

So I just checked my views, and apparently in just 3 days I went from 194 views (weird that I remembered it exactly, I know, hehe) to about 270! That's incredible! Thank you so much, to whomever is reading this constantly haha. It really means a lot :)
I got a post on my formspring, too, where someone was complaining (in a good sense) because i accidenally changed the URL for my blog, so they couldn't read it. Well, I fixed it. The URL is back to www.waverlyemergency.blogspot.com ! :)

free verse poem.

Where did all the good times go?
I remember being a little girl;
The only fear I had was missing the ice cream truck in my neighborhood,
Or scraping my knee when I jump off the swings.
Why do I have to carry such heavy burdens with me now?
I'm scared of things everyday,
The anxiety just builds up,
More and more, higher and higher
Until I can't avoid it anymore.
It's become a neverending cycle:
It stacks up until I break down,
But as soon as I break, it all builds up again.
"Vicious circle, release me," I plead
Yet there is no response,
Only the sound of the blood through my veins;
I can hear my heart pump,
It lets me know I'm alive,
And It'll be okay soon.
Just let me be four again,
I want to go back to that beautiful old house,
Playing with my neighbors,
Running through the streets because we had no worries,
I remember with a smile on my face.
A smile I haven't seen in years.

I wish I had...

a shiny Harley,
new pairs of skinny jeans,
a blue Grand Am,
my driver's license,
a $1,000,000 gift card for iTunes,
a job at Hot Topic,
the money (and permission) to dye my hair black,
my boyfriend going to the beach with me this weekend.
xoxo

It's been years in the making
In my skin, I'm shaking from the cold
I am tired from the taking
And my heart won't stop breaking
And I know, I know
Moving forward can't be this hard

I'm just tryin' to find out
Who I am, on my own
I had you right beside me
Now you're gone and I know.
That when the room clears, I'm still here.
Who am I when I'm alone?

They say time is a healer
It's more like a concealer for a scar
Cause it never really leaves us
It can always find us where we are, we are
Who thought, it could ever be so hard?

I'm just tryin' to find out
Who I am, on my own
I had you right beside me
Now you're gone and I know.
That when the room clears, I'm still here.
Who am I when I'm alone, alone?

There's so much I should have said,
When time was wearing thin
You're not here, but someday I know
I'll see you again.

I'm just tryin' to find out
Who I am, on my own
I had you right beside me
Now you're gone and I know.
I had you right beside me
But now you're gone, you're gone

I'm just tryin' to find out
Who I am, on my own
I had you right beside me
Now you're gone and I know
That when the room clears, I'm still here
Who am I when I'm...
The room clears, I'm still here
Who am I when I'm...
The room clears, I'm still here
Who am I when I'm alone?

prom night!! :) ♥

Okay, I am SOO excited for tonight! I feel very lucky, I get to go to prom as a freshman, and with the guy of my dreams. I can't even tell you how excited I am for tonight. :) Let's just hope my night doesn't turn out like Prom Night, the movie! :o
The weird part about the prom though, is that it's at a train museum...like, what the hell haha. Last year, it was at the Aquarium, so that must have been gorgeous! But, trains? Really? Oh well, haha. I don't really care. :)

I have a hair appointment for 12:30 today, which isn't great because prom isn't until 5, haha. Well, at least I got an appointment :)

And I FINALLY picked out the style, like 10 minutes ago!

I really wanted loose curls, and I thought it was luck that I found the perfect hairstyle on the first page of Google Images.
As for my dress, I found the perfect over one a month ago :)Yes, that's me in the most beautiful dress I have ever worn. I couldn't believe how perfectly it fit me! Everyone whose seen it has said it must have been made for me :)
I haven't shown my boyfriend my dress yet, haha it feels like a wedding or something. I want him to be very surprised! I can't help but feel tonight is going to be perfect. I'm just getting that vibe :)
Haha, and Victor says he's going to wear a top hat. Yeah right xP
I'm also going to my first high school party, haha. And don't worry, I doubt there's drinking involved, even though I'm partying with seniors and juniors xP
Yeahh, I'm the only freshman in the group, naturally. So that makes me a little uncomfortable. But I'm sort of friends with some people in the group. Plus, I'll have Victor, so it'll all be good :)

Well I need to get going now, gonna go play some Wii before I get my hair all did :D I'll hopefully put up some pictures either tomorrow night or Monday afternoon. Can't wait! ♥
xoxo

no one cares, you spoiled, plastic women!

I really detest the show Real Housewives Of ... County. That show doesn't even have any entertainment value whatsoever. Right now, my 11 year old sister is watching the New York City series, and I'm kind of embarassed for these women. Honestly, all they know is money and material things. It's not the kind of life I would ever want to live. Plus, they're all so nasty-looking. Their faces and bodies have all been surgically altered, so they don't even have natural beauty anymore. When I grow old, I want to age with dignity, knowing that everything that is on my body is meant to be there. Blech, I just really loathe this show. And why is it called the real housewives? Absolutely no part of their life is average. That's always really bothered me. I'm scared that when my sister watches this, she will expect her adult life to resemble this in some way.
Well, enough of my ranting for now, haha. So I'm thinking about applying for a job! Exciting, yes, since it'll be my first paying job ever! (Actually, it's my first job period...) Except there's one problem. I can't drive. I mean, I'll be going to summer school (embarassing, yeah.) right next to the Columbia mall, so I can work directly after school. The problem with that is my mom doesn't want to have to come out to Columbia and take me home again. :(
There goes my dream of working in Hot Topic, haha. Oh well!
It's getting sort of late, and I've been falling asleep at about 12 AM every morning now. 9:15 is a perfect bedtime, haha. Write more tomorrow, about PROM! ♥ ♥
xoxo

i don't understand the vietnam war

My Wednesday night consists of sitting on the couch with my laptop, a Hello Kitty blanket, my puppy, and a whooole lotta Starbucks. I have to stay up all night tonight, typing a stupid FIVE PARAGRAPH PAPER. Rediculous, no? Well that's the curse of having ADHD. Like right now, for example. I should be on MS Word, yet I'm blogging away my troubles, thinking about the episode of Law & Order: SVU I just watched. I have a lot of other homework to do, too. A whole math packet and wow I just remembered, I have a science test tomorrow. Screw this :(
My history text book sucks balls, haha. Like, they had the most devastating typo you could ever put. A typo SO SERIOUS, it made me question the whole idea of the Vietnam War. In the book, it describes the Vietminh and the Vietcong as two separate groups, when really they're the same thing. It states the Vietminh is for communism, and that the Vietcong is a communist opposition group. Apparently, we fought the Vietcong. At first, I was like, "What?! Why did we fight them if we're supposedly both fighting for democracy?!" Then today I asked my teacher, and she said it was a typo. How dumb, lol.
Sigh. I wish I could keep Victor up with me, haha. Buuut I can't. Oh well, I'll make him text me until like 1 AM :)
Damn, that Sign On button for Skype is looking pretty tempting right about now...hehe. I'm trying so hard to not give in. It's....it's calling my name... *signs on* AUGH! Curse you, Skype, curse you and your shiny blue logo......

stuff that's on my mind.

Today, in my math class, I thought it was really funny when my friend said "ear muffins" instead of ear muffs, but no one else thought it was that funny. :(
School is SUCH a fureaking pain. I want to incapacitate it with a sledge hammer, douse it in chum, dump the body into the Indian Ocean breathing through a tube, and leave it to die. Descriptive, I know. That's just how passionate my dislike is. I'll be a nerd for like 2 seconds. I THINK IT'S FUN TO LEARN. Sometimes. I don't know why, but I miss figuring out proportions in math. God, I sound like such a freak, haha. But I don't even care. I miss learning about the periodic table. Earth Science isn't as fun as I think Chemistry will be (no offense Mr. K).
I feel like I'm done learning the fun stuff (I bet most of you said that in 5th grade, lol), I just want to have like 2 or 3 classes a day, with my boyfriend. :)
Ooh, one last thing. Check out the song "Like We Used To" by A Rocket Summer. It makes me cry. It's such a sweet song, I just start bawling.... :'(
xoxo

happy mother's day! :)

Tell your mommy, your mommy's mommy, your baby mama, your best friend's cousin's mother! Spread the mother's day happiness around! :)
My mom has been in paradise, a.k.a. Florida for the past 5 days with my daddy, since Thursday was her birthday. So lucky for her, today she gets to celebrate being a 50 year old mother! Wheeee!
My sister and I made her a chocolate cake, a scrapbook, and giant cards. We also bought her a VERY expensive Pandora bracelet and some yummy smelling Yankee candles :)
Well, I hope you and your mommies have a fantastic mother's day. Take her out to dinner, clean the house, mow the yard, do something nice. :) ♥
xoxo